There have been times I didn’t know if I was right.I hoped I was right, and I might’ve been right.I avoided to say it as long as I could,but eventually, it felt like maybe I should.And yes, there was worry about losing a friend,but look where it got you put in the end.Cause waiting around, you’re never gonna grow,when all of your progress is dragged to a slow.I wonder all the time, was that the right thing to do?I probably should’ve thought it more through.Maybe in the end, I’ll figure it out,but until then, I’ll always have a doubt.
I guess maybe I was the onethat brought it all to be worth none.Sometimes it’s hard to see the other side of people.You don’t notice right up until it becomes lethal.There have been times I’ve found successeven if it wasn’t expressed.Sometimes a need might go away,leaving you with nothing to say.Was it for the better? Who knows,just be careful, don’t let it all go.
I never wanted to start it, now I never want to end it.What’s it like with such a change?Surely it’s gonna feel a little strange.Maybe after all those daysI’ve realized that the year didn’t need to be spent in haste.
Why does it still feel the same?It never felt like too much of a shame.Maybe I just haven’t thought about it yet.One of the first people I met.
So quick to draw a conclusion,but really I’m just full of delusion.Maybe it was never an issue to begin with,maybe I’d just come up with a myth.Clearly it was never a big deal, just changed the way I feel. Sometimes when the biggest risk is to lose it all,maybe you just wanted them to forget it all.
How long is this gonna last?When’s it gonna be left in the past?I always felt like I needed one last bit.Sometimes it felt like a chore,yet it became so much more.Maybe someday it’ll slowly diminishor maybe someday I can give it one big finish.