340 - Out Now

340

Length: 3:44

Released: 7/8/26

Lyrics

There have been times I didn’t know if I was right. I hoped I was right and I needed to be right. But I didn’t know if I was right, so I waited day and night. But at the fear of losing everything I’d gained, I went for it hoping to be named. I don’t know if I’ll be able to redo that day. But fingers crossed it goes till May.

Every once in a while, I doubt I can go another mile. But every once in a while, I see me going quite a while. I don’t know why it changes so much. I do need to work on that a bunch. But hopefully I can make it that mile, otherwise, I’ll be stuck for quite a while.

I really don’t want to be a lot. Sometimes though, I can’t help but not. I lost track of what was real. And it took a good minute to heal. Sometimes, everything feels wrong when I thought it was going strong. I can’t even find the bare minimum. How am I supposed to feel any optimism. Sometimes, it just doesn’t feel fair. Yet for some reason, later, I just don’t care.

Did it become a bit much? I guess so. It was kind of a bunch. But it’s just kind of weird. Why’s it like I’ve suddenly disappeared? Why is nothing staying consistent!? It’s like the original thing I said is non-existent. I think this is being taken to a stretch. I get it’s partially me. But why are we acting like a wretch.

Now I’m stuck here. I don’t know how to veer. How could I not miss the past? Now, the days look overcast. I’ll do anything for it back. I’d rather that than be full of lack. Someday I’ll look back and say, “I’m glad that’s in the past.” But I need that day soon. I need it at last.

Everyone & Everything, Pt. II

Length: 3:36

Released: 10/1/25

Lyrics

There have been times I didn’t know if I was right.I hoped I was right, and I might’ve been right.I avoided to say it as long as I could,but eventually, it felt like maybe I should.And yes, there was worry about losing a friend,but look where it got you put in the end.Cause waiting around, you’re never gonna grow,when all of your progress is dragged to a slow.I wonder all the time, was that the right thing to do?I probably should’ve thought it more through.Maybe in the end, I’ll figure it out,but until then, I’ll always have a doubt.
I guess maybe I was the onethat brought it all to be worth none.Sometimes it’s hard to see the other side of people.You don’t notice right up until it becomes lethal.There have been times I’ve found successeven if it wasn’t expressed.Sometimes a need might go away,leaving you with nothing to say.Was it for the better? Who knows,just be careful, don’t let it all go.
I never wanted to start it, now I never want to end it.What’s it like with such a change?Surely it’s gonna feel a little strange.Maybe after all those daysI’ve realized that the year didn’t need to be spent in haste.
Why does it still feel the same?It never felt like too much of a shame.Maybe I just haven’t thought about it yet.One of the first people I met.
So quick to draw a conclusion,but really I’m just full of delusion.Maybe it was never an issue to begin with,maybe I’d just come up with a myth.Clearly it was never a big deal, just changed the way I feel. Sometimes when the biggest risk is to lose it all,maybe you just wanted them to forget it all.
How long is this gonna last?When’s it gonna be left in the past?I always felt like I needed one last bit.Sometimes it felt like a chore,yet it became so much more.Maybe someday it’ll slowly diminishor maybe someday I can give it one big finish.

Some Music With Drums and Instruments and Stuff

Length: Intro: 2:08, Outro: 2:33

Released: 5/23/25

The Final Act Pt. II

Length: 5:57

Released: 1/1/25

One Chance

Length: 3:19

Released: 11/1/24

Lyrics

I bet you don’t think twiceWhen you roll the dice and hope it ends up half nice.But sometimes I don’t want to take that flight,When half the time it doesn’t end up looking so bright.And is it really worth taking a shot,When most of the time it feels best that I not?It seems others just go for it,And they always seem to make it.Sometimes I don’t want to deal with giving it a try,Yet you still can’t reach the sky without climbing a little high.
If only you could just go back and get a redo.You could plan it out in a way no one else could do.If something doesn’t work out,just go back and get rid of your doubts.But if you could do it all over again,then what reason is there to ever begin?
But you still can’t sit around and hope not to waste your chance.Because at some point it’ll be too late,and all that’s left is a reminder of your wait. Sometimes it might be worth a shot.But is it worth it?Well, it’s your turn to decide the next part of the plot.

The Milky Way 2.0

Length: 2:28

Released: 10/26/24

Originally released on 8/18/24 as a store exclusive
The lyrics are the same as the original version

Everyone & Everything

Length: 2:55

Released: 6/14/24

Lyrics

There have been times I didn’t know if I was right.I hoped I was right, and I thought I was right.But looking back at it now, I may have been wrong.But was I wrong? I don’t know. Maybe in the end, I’ll figure it out, but until then, I’ll always have a doubt.
There have been times I’ve found success.There have been times I’ve only done less.But when you can become less of a mess, you’ll find it easier to progress.But sometimes part of that is saying yes. Because a no has never helped you grow, all it’s done is bring your progress to a slow. Cause when you make it to the end of the road and all you’ve said is no, you’ll look back and realize you never started the show.
Something I’ve realized is that something you once hated can turn in to something you don’t want to finish. Because maybe after all those days, you’ll realize that after eight years, all that time has been spent in waste.And because of that, sometimes a negative can become a positive.Maybe you were wrong in the way you thought about it. But when all they are is a negative, maybe it’s time to take a step back and give another thought to it.
But sometimes all you have is one.Sometimes you don’t think you can carry another one.But when the biggest risk is to lose it all, maybe you need to find a way to have them forget it all.But if you take a step back, you’ll realize maybe it was an oversight.Maybe sometimes another one is all you need to have it all.
But maybe I’m messing it up.Maybe all I know is how to fall. But maybe if I give it another thought, I’ll find there is more to life than having it all. Maybe sometimes, no matter how hard you try, not everyone can do it all.